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When you feel such dirty

And ugly

And stupid

And fucking usless

When you feel like you're the last one in this fucking world

When you feel like everything will pass by

But even nothing changes

Even nothing passes by

Even no-one come in your life

And no one ever goes away

When you count the tears falling down on your face

And everything's dark all around you

When the only thing you want is to be special

The only thing you wish is to be so fucking special

But "you're a creep

You're a weird

And you don't belong here"

When everything hurts

When you want to be stronger

Stronger then the rocks

But you're just like the nothing

Or, better, just like the dark

Unvisible

Usless

Full of pain

Full of screams

Full of unspoken words

Full of that fucking things that makes you feel like this

When you want to be like the stars

Shine like them

Beautiful like them

Strong

And fucking perfect

Fuckin shining

Fuckin brillant

One of that stars that everyone sees in the dark of the night

But you're not

And you cry

Cry all along

Until your tears get tired to stream all along your face

So you start to write all this

You start to listen to all of that songs that makes your life better

Less fucking painfull

More fucking pathetic

Just because you're so fucking pathetic

And you start to count every single breathe you take

You want just to fly away

When you feel just like this, who's your enemy?

What makes you feel like this?

Who makes you feel like this?

You don't even know it

But you try to figure out

Maybe you're just your own enemy

Yeah, you're your own worse enemy

So, you begin to figure out..

You're your enemy

Kill it! Kill your enemy!

When you're just looking for someone who's near you

But you know you're all alone

No-one's near you

Cuz no-one's ever understands you

Cuz no-one ever listen to you

Because you don't ever talk to anyone

Because you've known that no-one can never understand you

And your face's full of tears

That one day may never fall again

And music helps you to feel all this less bitter

Even if you feel like you're full of poison

Full of rage

Even full of poisoned love

And you get loosing in that songs

You feel like songs take you away from all this pain

Away from all this shit

From all this poison

All this fears

And tears

And pain

Away from all the bad things that makes you feel like this

Maybe you'll wake up one day and you'll see all things things gone

Forever gone away

But you already know that they're not

They're just sleeping in a little corner of your mind, of your heart

And one day, they'll wake up

And you'll start again to cry all along

Your nose'll start again to bleed, like your same heart has done

You already know that you don't have anything or anyone just on your own

You're void inside

Inside of you, you can see only the purple darkness

And a dark sea of tears

You feel your skin burning

You feel such tired of all this

And shivers ran along your shoulders

And you have no the power you'd need to let all this pass by

Even if you've tried to

But everything's fool of shit